Well he finally did it. Due to being overwhelmingly depressed to really write in here...a depression caused primarily by Chad's actions (or inactions as the case proves to be)...I haven't kept anyone updated on what it is he was doing and not doing which was screwing this entire household over.

But tonight...was the final fucking straw. Because of his inability to behave like an adult..and rarely in human...our drummer and bassist are uncomfortable being in a band with him. We are booked to play an important show next Saturday. And unless something changes dramatically with Chad..it will be the last time they ever play with us. Or..more importantly..with me. I've come to feel that they are my brothers. Better friends than my supposed best friends had been in my past. But they cannot and will not feel that kinship with chad. I don't blame them for leaving. It just sucks how I am stuck in the middle of this.

I am beginning the surgical procedure to remove my "parasitic siamese twin". I am going to have an important discussion with my mom tomorrow which i hope will give me a place to go in May when our lease is up here. All other options are dried up and have blown away like dust. I can't go on trying to better my situation if he is involved. I will do everything I possibly can to better my situation. And whether Chad straightens up and can join us or not..I hope to be in a band with Vinnie and Brian again.

Prepare the scalpel lord. Your Chad is coming home.

ew, it sucks when you're in the middle of a situation between people. I always hate being the middle person. I really hope you get it worked out and I'm pretty sure that whatever decision you make, the end result will be a good one.
» LostSoul13 on 2008-01-19 05:43:06

I hate being the middle person too. I hope your surgery would be okay and everything would be less fucked up for you soon.
» Nuttz on 2008-01-19 08:30:49

Good luck with all that. That sounds like a very, very delicate procedure. All the best.
» Zanzibar on 2008-01-19 09:27:30

I hope that the guy figures out that he needs to behave better and that he actually does it. Good luck with the surgery and take it easy. hopefully things will work out.
» Ajibalaji89 on 2008-01-19 03:02:00

Unfortunately I'm not hot at all... I'll try not to fall asleep while walking cause the next time I might be rolling down the stairs instead of falling on my knees.
» Nuttz on 2008-01-19 06:55:08

sigh. i understand ur situation. all the best to u.
» renaye on 2008-01-20 10:06:27

ok the next time whoever wants to touch my chest ... i'm going to electrify the person. hahah.
» renaye on 2008-01-20 08:37:16

it's really a shame it had to work out this way. if they're not opposed i could interim vocals. i wish things all around here could've gone differently, because i don't dislike chad...he's just caused a lot of extra bullshit on top of an already stressful situation.
» invisibleinkling on 2008-01-21 12:45:14

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